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Saturday, April 26, 2008
it's at the moment, you let yourself believe only one person can satisfy your needs.
i don't knw why, i think i'm perhaps just down on luck.
everything today didn't go well.
why must a team sport be so individual?
everytime it's only the same few coming down for trng,
gng for matches.
if a team sports means leaving 6 on field everytime,
thn i think we can jolly well quite the game.
what's the point of doing all this,
whn we are not playing as a team?
it's not like we don't have our own things to do,
if there's valid reason like something pass away or whatever,
tht's definitely excusable.
but thn agn, those excuses are always
like work, sick, not free.
you think we like to go down every sat to just play matches?
we would like to do things of our own also.
i don't knw how long this kinda things are gna continue.
i'm seriously sick of it alr,
if this is how a team sport,
and how ppl show team bonding;
i think i'll jolly well quit it.
fair and enough,
what's the point whn it's always the same ppl putting in the effort?
whn those who doesn't come,
& just bcus they do well in A match,
the credits goes to them?
some may be naturally talented,
but if tht's all ppl see.
i don't think there's a need for me to strive so hard anymore.
i don't knw why, i think i'm perhaps just down on luck.
everything today didn't go well.
why must a team sport be so individual?
everytime it's only the same few coming down for trng,
gng for matches.
if a team sports means leaving 6 on field everytime,
thn i think we can jolly well quite the game.
what's the point of doing all this,
whn we are not playing as a team?
it's not like we don't have our own things to do,
if there's valid reason like something pass away or whatever,
tht's definitely excusable.
but thn agn, those excuses are always
like work, sick, not free.
you think we like to go down every sat to just play matches?
we would like to do things of our own also.
i don't knw how long this kinda things are gna continue.
i'm seriously sick of it alr,
if this is how a team sport,
and how ppl show team bonding;
i think i'll jolly well quit it.
fair and enough,
what's the point whn it's always the same ppl putting in the effort?
whn those who doesn't come,
& just bcus they do well in A match,
the credits goes to them?
some may be naturally talented,
but if tht's all ppl see.
i don't think there's a need for me to strive so hard anymore.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
the hope i see in your eyes, the blurness in the night
ytd went to watch them present for instructor course.
it make me feel so afraid.
thou i do presentation everyday, it will feel different.
with the fact tht ppl i'm presenting to are uncle kinda fellows.
plus i PAY $240 to go & present so tht i can get to be an instructor.
unlike in school, you've more than more change to present.
& if you don't present well this time,
you can try better next wk.
but if i fail this time, i don't knw if i'll retake.
omg, i'm seriously scared i kept asking jin&elson how i shld present.
i hope my examiner is not TAN LI CHONG hor,
if not i ca say bye bye to my money & byebye to my cert.
i hafta leave house for trng alr, didn't go sch today.
but still i'm gng trng today
BECAUSE we're holding trials for the year1! WOOOOOO!
ytd went to watch them present for instructor course.
it make me feel so afraid.
thou i do presentation everyday, it will feel different.
with the fact tht ppl i'm presenting to are uncle kinda fellows.
plus i PAY $240 to go & present so tht i can get to be an instructor.
unlike in school, you've more than more change to present.
& if you don't present well this time,
you can try better next wk.
but if i fail this time, i don't knw if i'll retake.
omg, i'm seriously scared i kept asking jin&elson how i shld present.
i hope my examiner is not TAN LI CHONG hor,
if not i ca say bye bye to my money & byebye to my cert.
i hafta leave house for trng alr, didn't go sch today.
but still i'm gng trng today
BECAUSE we're holding trials for the year1! WOOOOOO!
Saturday, April 19, 2008
just got the pictures from annkarinmelbyeee.
i can't imagine the load of pictures we took, 100 plus from our first break out.
if every wk's old faggot lesson will be camwhoring session, it'll be fun!
me&darwis are thinking of skipping sch nxt friday,
& go out for class outing like a movie or something.
whooooo, so eggciting horrrr? lol.
okay, i shall load those photos and go slp alr. match tml.
i can't imagine the load of pictures we took, 100 plus from our first break out.
if every wk's old faggot lesson will be camwhoring session, it'll be fun!
me&darwis are thinking of skipping sch nxt friday,
& go out for class outing like a movie or something.
whooooo, so eggciting horrrr? lol.
okay, i shall load those photos and go slp alr. match tml.
Friday, April 18, 2008
don't go around with you big fat white belly.
okay, so it's the old faggot faci agn because it's friday!
seriously i don't know why he can become faci thou,
all he talks abt is sex & nothing related to the problem.
lucky we got our health&wellness module faci to support us.
but too bad, it's her last day teaching us ytd.
cause she's gng to be some assistant gm at some place.
but we were so hyper to today, we ran around taking pictures.
like machiam it's the last day of class. SO FUN! (:
ahhhhh, last instructor course as a whole.
after tht i'll be alone, like seriously alone!
nobody is in my grp, nobody go course with me.
no more ppl running to queue with food for me.
no more chopping face of each other.
okay, so it's the old faggot faci agn because it's friday!
seriously i don't know why he can become faci thou,
all he talks abt is sex & nothing related to the problem.
lucky we got our health&wellness module faci to support us.
but too bad, it's her last day teaching us ytd.
cause she's gng to be some assistant gm at some place.
but we were so hyper to today, we ran around taking pictures.
like machiam it's the last day of class. SO FUN! (:
ahhhhh, last instructor course as a whole.
after tht i'll be alone, like seriously alone!
nobody is in my grp, nobody go course with me.
no more ppl running to queue with food for me.
no more chopping face of each other.
Monday, April 14, 2008
let me live this moment.
the 2nd wk of school today, & it started off pretty well.
today module was quite okay.
& tml we are gng to the lap! YAY!
fun but troublesome, bcus must wear long pants & there's trng tml.
talking abt trng, it sucks la.
tml physical lead by wilson, can prepare to die alr.
i rather we've trng & get scolded by BOO la.
anw instructor course was quite alright, just some recap abt CPR.
it's always the food tht interest me most la,
cause can rest & talk super lot & loud.
plus no need to sit in the front row (bcus i'm short & cannot see if at the back),
pretending tht i'm a guai kia listening to the whole thing.
most of the time i'm either talking with laopo,
or disturbing jiaxuan/pradeep/bf.
let me post some pictures for some laugh, thou it's quite random.
i just found it in my phone.
the 2nd wk of school today, & it started off pretty well.
today module was quite okay.
& tml we are gng to the lap! YAY!
fun but troublesome, bcus must wear long pants & there's trng tml.
talking abt trng, it sucks la.
tml physical lead by wilson, can prepare to die alr.
i rather we've trng & get scolded by BOO la.
anw instructor course was quite alright, just some recap abt CPR.
it's always the food tht interest me most la,
cause can rest & talk super lot & loud.
plus no need to sit in the front row (bcus i'm short & cannot see if at the back),
pretending tht i'm a guai kia listening to the whole thing.
most of the time i'm either talking with laopo,
or disturbing jiaxuan/pradeep/bf.
let me post some pictures for some laugh, thou it's quite random.
i just found it in my phone.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
after 2hr 30mins, this is all i get. HOME.
Friday, April 11, 2008
old faggot.
i can't believe i got 1 old faggot to spoilt my friday.
furthermore i've nice facis, but until today.
omg he shld just retire la, rp doesn't suit him.
anw first wk of sch is down, left with 7wks thn break i think.
but well, i quite enjoy sch for the past few days, until TODAY.
apparently, i have denise elson peggy in class with me.
nothing much in sch has changed,
just that we're able to use our new field alr!
everybody was so excited and start lying around, bcus it's not muddy anymore!
it's quite irritating to get those black stuff stuck in your boots everytime.
but it's okay, i prefer this to mud.
instructor course is driving me crazy.
the fact that i've rugby on tue thurs sat, instructor course on mon wed fri,
& WS trng on sat sun.
i would probably die if instructor course last more thn a month.
& i don't think i can commit myself to contact rug,
with the kind of timetable i'm facing.
omg it's 9.30 break out time,
i can't wait to leave this class like almost immediately!
i can't believe i got 1 old faggot to spoilt my friday.
furthermore i've nice facis, but until today.
omg he shld just retire la, rp doesn't suit him.
anw first wk of sch is down, left with 7wks thn break i think.
but well, i quite enjoy sch for the past few days, until TODAY.
apparently, i have denise elson peggy in class with me.
nothing much in sch has changed,
just that we're able to use our new field alr!
everybody was so excited and start lying around, bcus it's not muddy anymore!
it's quite irritating to get those black stuff stuck in your boots everytime.
but it's okay, i prefer this to mud.
instructor course is driving me crazy.
the fact that i've rugby on tue thurs sat, instructor course on mon wed fri,
& WS trng on sat sun.
i would probably die if instructor course last more thn a month.
& i don't think i can commit myself to contact rug,
with the kind of timetable i'm facing.
omg it's 9.30 break out time,
i can't wait to leave this class like almost immediately!
Sunday, April 06, 2008
do i make you proud?
school is starting tml, feel a bit excited yet not.
bcus sch starts means early mrng & no more lifeguard jobs.
but whn sch starts it means tht DENISE ANG HUI MIN,
will officially be my classmate/rugby mate.
& our plan for the day is to pretend like we don't knw each other,
thou we're gna sit beside each other.
so that the faci will be kind for the day & don't seperate us,
just in case grouping tht day is group with who you want to be with.
& knowing we definitely cannot keep our mouth shut,
we're gna type on msn like crazy even whn we're sitting beside each other.
but we're so afraid tht the stupid school network system,
will disappoint us like last sems with the MSN problem.
just got back from keppel club,
enjoyed my jacuzzi with hb&pc before i get home.
i'm waiting for bf to come my hse now,
his gna accompany me tonight; the last day of my hols.
before i get busy with sch work&trngs&matches agn. ):
school is starting tml, feel a bit excited yet not.
bcus sch starts means early mrng & no more lifeguard jobs.
but whn sch starts it means tht DENISE ANG HUI MIN,
will officially be my classmate/rugby mate.
& our plan for the day is to pretend like we don't knw each other,
thou we're gna sit beside each other.
so that the faci will be kind for the day & don't seperate us,
just in case grouping tht day is group with who you want to be with.
& knowing we definitely cannot keep our mouth shut,
we're gna type on msn like crazy even whn we're sitting beside each other.
but we're so afraid tht the stupid school network system,
will disappoint us like last sems with the MSN problem.
just got back from keppel club,
enjoyed my jacuzzi with hb&pc before i get home.
i'm waiting for bf to come my hse now,
his gna accompany me tonight; the last day of my hols.
before i get busy with sch work&trngs&matches agn. ):
Friday, April 04, 2008
you've got magic in your finger tips.
because nobody will care,
because nobody will bother to,
because nobody will even want to,
because nobody will get affected by it,
because nobody will probably knw what really happens,
because nobody will get interested and find out about what goes wrong..
in the end you're just you yourself,
with no one nobody to rely on.
i just have the urge now to bang my head against the wall,
& just forget about everything.
because nobody will care,
because nobody will bother to,
because nobody will even want to,
because nobody will get affected by it,
because nobody will probably knw what really happens,
because nobody will get interested and find out about what goes wrong..
in the end you're just you yourself,
with no one nobody to rely on.
i just have the urge now to bang my head against the wall,
& just forget about everything.
Thursday, April 03, 2008
let's spend the night on top of the world together.
today after so long, i wna go trng on my own accord.
& thn suddenly it started raining so heavily trng was cancelled.
how sad can tht be you tell me?
& i'm left to be zi-bi at home, with no plans & nothing to do.
so now, i'm trying to complete prapra's history note so i can get my pay.
& also waiting for boyfriend to buy his bike stuff & entertain me.
stupid msn, don't knw must how long thn won't be unavailable.
i don't knw like how long never play my solitaire showdown alr la.
walao, i seriously really gna die alr! ))))))))))))))))))))))))):
today after so long, i wna go trng on my own accord.
& thn suddenly it started raining so heavily trng was cancelled.
how sad can tht be you tell me?
& i'm left to be zi-bi at home, with no plans & nothing to do.
so now, i'm trying to complete prapra's history note so i can get my pay.
& also waiting for boyfriend to buy his bike stuff & entertain me.
stupid msn, don't knw must how long thn won't be unavailable.
i don't knw like how long never play my solitaire showdown alr la.
walao, i seriously really gna die alr! ))))))))))))))))))))))))):